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>be me, 32 year old mtf 8 months hrt
>depressed, cut off my family completely because they were not supportive
>have basically no one to talk to because i'm a neet and my 8 year long relationship ended after I started crossdressing
>get on some trans subreddits to see if I can find something interesting
>trans meeting at my local mall, bingo
>really stressed, i'm used to girlmode but I don't pass at all
>see the ppl at the meeting and somehow feel worse, i'm most definitely the tallest one in there
>think to myself "meh, another day another failed attempt at trying to be human" after like 30 minutes of not talking to anyone there
>get off my seat to leave while trying not to cry
>while leaving i get interrupted by a small hand and a girly voice saying "hey"
>turn back
>a cute boymoder, she's like way smaller than me in every way imaginable. i'll call her "candy" just for the sake of it
>"how are you, i saw you were alone and wanted to talk to you but i was too nervous, i don't know anyone here"
>answer "oh yeah i don't either hehe but we can talk if ur fine with that"
>she says "i'm obviously fine with that, that's why i'm here lol, i'm trying to meet ppl!"
>was still a bit surprised, i'm not ugly but i'm overweight and look like an average 30+ year old
>we talk a lot, mostly about vidya but also about trans issues and personal stuff
>learn she's 19, has a bf and her parents are really supportive, giwtwm
>when i talk about my life situation i see her face slowly starts losing its glow, i ask her abt it
>she starts to cry and says "sorry anon it's just that i find it so fucking unfair you had to go through all of that"
>hug her, she hugs me back
>feel happy for like the first time in at least a couple of days
>she gives me her number and disc, i do the same and i go back to my house
>start chatting a lot with her, we're into the same nerdy stuff so everything flows nicely
>eventually i ask her out to the cinema
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>depressed, cut off my family completely because they were not supportive
>have basically no one to talk to because i'm a neet and my 8 year long relationship ended after I started crossdressing
>get on some trans subreddits to see if I can find something interesting
>trans meeting at my local mall, bingo
>really stressed, i'm used to girlmode but I don't pass at all
>see the ppl at the meeting and somehow feel worse, i'm most definitely the tallest one in there
>think to myself "meh, another day another failed attempt at trying to be human" after like 30 minutes of not talking to anyone there
>get off my seat to leave while trying not to cry
>while leaving i get interrupted by a small hand and a girly voice saying "hey"
>turn back
>a cute boymoder, she's like way smaller than me in every way imaginable. i'll call her "candy" just for the sake of it
>"how are you, i saw you were alone and wanted to talk to you but i was too nervous, i don't know anyone here"
>answer "oh yeah i don't either hehe but we can talk if ur fine with that"
>she says "i'm obviously fine with that, that's why i'm here lol, i'm trying to meet ppl!"
>was still a bit surprised, i'm not ugly but i'm overweight and look like an average 30+ year old
>we talk a lot, mostly about vidya but also about trans issues and personal stuff
>learn she's 19, has a bf and her parents are really supportive, giwtwm
>when i talk about my life situation i see her face slowly starts losing its glow, i ask her abt it
>she starts to cry and says "sorry anon it's just that i find it so fucking unfair you had to go through all of that"
>hug her, she hugs me back
>feel happy for like the first time in at least a couple of days
>she gives me her number and disc, i do the same and i go back to my house
>start chatting a lot with her, we're into the same nerdy stuff so everything flows nicely
>eventually i ask her out to the cinema
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